You know that feeling in your chest you get when you hear a certain song on the radio that has an association with someone from your past that you've had a sad falling out with?
It affects my whole torso. My stomach twists and my chest actually hurts. I feel like I've got quills in my veins. I've got a lot of memories (of him) that I wish I could just erase because they're rather painful to recall.
I would relive one night over and over again, stuck in a record skip life, just because one night was probably one of the happiest nights I've had in my life.
The worst part is, it's my fault that I can't have that happiness.
My heart is raging pissed at me.
Current Music: Mary J. Blige - Be Without You